Former gay porn star Michael Hoffman is claiming that his previous work has harmed his ability to find work or even keep a girlfriend.
In this new release, Hoffman lements how horrible is life is now after porn.
Talking into the camera he says:
“My decision four years ago to start making videos has really fucked me up. I lose girl after girl. I can’t land a relationship. Can’t get a job. Can’t go anywhere. Can’t do anything. Every single person I meet finds out or knows about it, gets creeped out, doesn’t want to be fucking friends with me.
I just lost a fucking girl tonight because she found out — she was really creeped out about it. And I can’t get a job. My fucking life sucks. I regret everything I ever did. Everything. So fuck my life. Fuck my life, on the roof.”
Hoffman, who never came right out and say that he is gay (although NSFW — perhaps he’s bisexual) originally posted the j/o videos during his younger days.
Most of the digital imagery featured him showing off his body, masturbating and sometimes fingering his hole or eating his own load.
Although he claimed to have originally been paid $10,000 to make 14 videos, he later allegedly tried to sell them to porn star Brent Everett for just $250.
Hoffman also apparently offered to make videos for his fans in exchange for money, but never did, leading him to make an apologetic XTube video (NSFW) in which he said:
“I feel bad for a lot of people. I have screwed a lot of people over, and, it was not right of me at all. I’ve been going through a really really rough time with my family, but that’s no excuse to fuck the people over that I did, and uhh, if I owe you a video, this is your video for free.”
Indeed, it’s sad that Hoffman is experiencing negative consequences for his previous p*rn work. Another gay film star, Kurt Wild, was supposedly terminated from his job at Subway in 2008 after a customer recognized him from adult video.